Do it

I'm talking real sh*t here:
 - buying that shampoo and conditioner
 - throwing away empty cans of shaving cream
 - restocking on my favorite drinks
 - restocking on snacks
 - brushing teeth every single day
 - picking up that piece of paper that's been there for hours
 - going through the mail
 - paying the late bills

Self-care is all this and more.

Reflections

I decided to give the middle finger to the world, and to life, and to myself last night, and I got Taco Bell for dinner, and washed it down with some white wine.

I did the same thing today...minus the wine...all out.

I gave myself two hours, which turned into three, after I got home from work, to just eat, watch trashy TV, and I ended up falling asleep.

I'm finally doing laundry, took all the trash and recycle out, and it's feeling less and less suffocating inside.

I have been having a lot of dialogue with people in my life, as well as myself, and it's all about happiness, and about figuring out my feelings, their feelings, our place in the world. 

A work friends said to me the other day "you've already made a decision, you know what you want."

I do.